Feeling like shiet again and that fucking glob of nothing stuck in my throat. I don’t know if this feeling is supposed to be normal.
waaah i want my scissors so baad so annoyed and sad and don’t forget pissed offf. i’m so scared of what grade he’s going to give me.. i want to cut away and let the blood wash my feelings away.
if i’m ever dead, i don’t want my friends to know.
just let them forget. i don’t want stupid fb posts spamming my wall about how i was such a good person or whatever sentimental shit that people think they know when they don’t actually know me.
lol i don’t even laugh a lot. i’m depressed. i don’t sleep alot because i’m lonely, i’m not mal-nourished. i’m just tired. i lack motivation and i’m lazy.
FAAAAAAAACK I’M SO FUCKING DEPRESSED AND UPSET. I HATE LIFE SO FUCKING MUCH. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY FUCKING LIFE.
omg, i’ve been getting F’s on 3 quizzes. lol i’m thinking about changing my major now… because i’m so fucked. getting this professor is fucking up my gpa like cray.
i wish i brought my sharp scissors with me and i wished i wouldn’t leave noticeable scars. :(
YOO, I think my chest finally grew a little bigger after all these years ;A;
I want to be a B cup so that’s average. gosh why am i so flat